Friday, April 16, 2010

and the walls came tumbling down...

In less than a month I turn 25.

This wouldn't be all that bad - I have love, family, friends, health, employment, travel plans.

Except - today the only thought floating through my head is: "I don't know what I want to do with my life!?!"

Yes I have a job. But I don't necessarily like it. They have given me 7 weeks off at the end of the year to travel - hence I feel obliged to stay. But I don't even know if I like the sector I'm in! I really don't think I'm any good at it.

I'm stressing about a million things: money, house (I want to move!), money, work, life, did I mention MONEY?!

At the end of the day though I ask myself, well, what do you want to change and how do you want to change it? My answer...

I DON'T KNOW!!!!!!

I haven't felt so totally clueless in a long while. I just don't know what I want from life. I don't know. I don't know. I just DON'T KNOW.

And so my crisis continues....


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